Living With The Pain
By Joeysguy
On that day that my wife had died
One of my thoughts was suicide
The pain I had from losing my wife
To stop my pain I thought to end my life
I didn’t want to hear anyone explain
I just wanted to put an end to my pain
To take my life I felt no fear
I didn’t even think of who would care
Our dogs were waiting at the house
My fear was to go back home without my spouse
The pain of losing my kids mother and my wife
I had second thoughts as to taking my life
Losing their mother we all cried
They would have been devastated if I chose suicide
They may have thought that I loved them less
If I would have put an end to my pain and distress
With all my pain and sorrow
It’s hard to face an empty tomorrow
She has saved my life many times in bed
It’s also her who puts the poems into my head
Still watching over my life
My Angel, my wife
